Paranoia...

Paranoia...
Current mood: frustrated

Ever since my van was repoed a few months ago, I'm paranoid as hell. Especially since my ex husband has decided he's going to be the one to make the payments. Since he took over the payments, he's bounced one check to the bank the loan is through and I am so scared he's going to decide to wait 10 days one of these times to make the payment cuz he never pays anything on time, and it's going to get repoed again. This time I know it will be gone forever, because I just don't have that kind of money hanging out. Only reason I did before was it was my friggin rent money, which put us in the other bind we were in with rent. It all drives me friggin nuts. As if I don't have enough on my plate already, ya know? Sheesh!!! okay, going to go now.....