Frustrated...

I am so frustrated right now. For many reasons... I will list my reasons of frustration for the day:

1) Laziness
2) Playing dumb
3) Wasting of food
4) Whining and temper tantrums, child and adult alike.
5) Money and rent and stupid places that promise help then turn around and don't give it

Okay, let me elaborate a bit... Laziness... how hard is it to put something away in it's proper spot, or look in the refrigerator and assess what is in it by opening containers. Playing dumb... something my children do constantly that makes me want to smack them senseless so that when they act that way it's for a reason. Wasting of food... Something that is done in this house constantly that pisses me off. Why can't people just eat the friggin leftovers? I do all the time. I take them with me to work for my lunch and dinner. Why can't anyone else institute a "clean out the fridge night" ?? I just threw away so much food, it could have fed a homeless person for a month. Fuck. That really makes me mad. I can only eat so much leftovers myself, I'm only one person! Whining and temper tantrums... that one is self explanitory. Money and rent and stupid people who claim they will help only to back out when you're so close to saving your home you can almost get there, but can't with out just a little more help. I'm very frustrated right now, as this place said they would help us with the rest if we were able to borrow $ from my dad. I did that, now they're trying to get out of helping us like they said the would. Fuckers. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't even know if it's too late at this point to be able to stay here. I'm afraid of going to work and getting a frantic call from my sister because the cops are here physically removing us from our home. No one else around here seems nearly as stressed out about this as I am.