Funerals Kinda Suck...

So the funeral for my grandma was yesterday. We had her cremated and "buried" next to my grandpa Al. about 15 years ago they bought little "plots" next to each other at a crematorium cemetary called Greenacres. Ha ha ha grandma... You guys are soooooooo funny, lol... Every one of us had the freaking song in our heads as we pulled into the parking lot. The boys all went, and Alex brought joy to the ceremony. Had to remove him to the foyer at one point because he got a little loud. Skye asked quite loudly during the service "why are all those old people here?" I told him to be quiet and I'd tell him later. He was feeling like a punk and wouldn't shut his yap. The boys were all dressed up in slacks, button down shirts and ties and everyone thought they were soooooo cute (and they were). So we made it through the funeral with just a few tears (as my children preoccupied me). Grandma left us with a huge mess of stuff to sort through, and I vow not to do the same to my kids... We have no idea about a will and my poor dad is at his wits end. He had to use almost his entire retirement savings to pay for the funeral. Mental note to self, start saving $ for my funeral now, holy crap... I'm just glad the funeral is over with and we all can go on and start the healing process now...