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I'm so unhappy right now. I have so much stress it's not even funny. Trying to deal with all my court crap and get it all done and over with. Money. Alex. Moving. Finding another job. Even finding quiet time to make phone calls is becoming a huge pain in the ass. I'm almost in melt down mode this morning. All I want to do is just crawl back into bed and cry until I can't cry any longer. Or die. I had thoughts yet again that maybe if I died, it'd make everyone else's life easier. But it wouldn't. In fact, it'd make it harder, so then I'd suck all over again. I'm in a can't shut my head off mode again too. I've got so many emotions going on right now it's driving me mad. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.