eh...

I really like having days off to veg and not have to be running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I did that today. I had stuff I'm sure I should have been doing, but I didn't. I only left the house to go work out this morning (which I had to push myself through) and then to go to work tonight. I did nothing all day in between really except sit on my ass in front of the computer. I need some serious down time. I'm suffering emotionally from being on the go constantly and from all the stress I'm under. I've found myself in tears twice in the past few days. Once for no apparent reason and the other because I was so stressed I had to let it out somehow. Working out does help relieve some of my stress. But I'm finding that I'm really tired all the time again, and that sucks. I honestly think I might need a med adjustment. I should call monday and make an appointment for the dr. Need to go anyhow for other stuff. Just been putting it off. I know what would fix everything for the moment... A nice full body massage. Yeah, that would be cool... that would kill some of that stress right quick... Well, anyhow, I'm rambling now. Really freaking tired and should go to bed.