a small bandaid....

I've made an appointment for counseling. I have so much going on in my head that I don't know how to deal with. I can't make certain decisions for myself right now, because I don't know if I'm making the right or wrong ones. I'm honestly in no shape to be making life altering decisions. So I've got an appointment today. I called yesterday, and luckily someone took me immediately. It's a really good thing they did too. Because I'm making bad judgement calls all over the place.

It's one of those rare good days so far today though. Today is Kelly's birthday. I'm hoping he has a good day as well, as he's been terribly depressed himself. Drives him nuts that he can't help me because I've shut him out. anyhow, I'm rambling... I hope everyone has a good day today...