Joins in...

the rhythmic desk percussion group.... How is it that other people can "know" what you want and you don't? Why is it an assumption that >I<>I<>I< can stop screwing up not only my life, but others as well. I'm expected to have answers and do things I'm not fully sure I'm ready for on other peoples time lines. I feel like I've got one person on each side of me tugging on me like a stuffed animal or doll screaming MINE! NO, MINE! Oh, wait... maybe that's because that's exactly what's happening! And I know it's 100% my fault. And I also know it's the repercussion of my previous actions. Right now I'm just waiting to find that my arms have been ripped off, or that both decide to just let go and let me fall on my face in the mud. I know that either way I'd deserve it. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow