ahhhh sweet sweet misery...

How is it that I can repeatedly torture myself just by listening to some of my favorite songs... I mean, on an almost daily basis, I put music into my playlist and hit random and occasionally a few certain songs come up that just bring me to tears almost immediately. Now, logically, I'd just not put those songs in the playlist or just delete them from my drive all together. Nope. Guess I like to torture myself or something.. Some songs even bring a visual memory flooding back to me... I can actually picture moments in time somehow connected to the song... More and more often songs are doing this... soon I won't be able to listen to any music without having it connected to a memory or deep seeded feeling. Argh...