Disconnected

I'm feeling disconnected this evening... I hate this feeling... kinda empty almost. Sad. I know full well why, but that doesn't help the feeling go away any. So I guess I'll just sit here and drown my thoughts in alcohol and boredom in front of the computer with the kids running amuck around me. In for a long night I think....
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Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: some weird irish music vicki downloaded