Happy

Mothers day to any and all of the mom's out there. I hope your day is going well, and better than mine.

I woke up to screaming baby and said "happy fucking mothers day" and headed for the bathroom before going to get said screaming child. So I was called a stupid bitch and he got up to go get Alex grumbling about how he took me out to dinner last night for mothers day and I couldn't even be happy about that. Okay, because I was tired and all he did the entire time was try to make me feel like shit. Because that's what everyone wants for mothers day, right? That's a perfect mothers day dinner... Damn, I'm such an ungrateful bitch. Add that to the list of reasons I'm leaving.... Not once in 6 years have I had a mothers day where I wasn't the one up with the kids, doing all the housework, cooking the meals and doing everything. Same with my birthday... and every other day for that matter.... I've had to practically be on my death bed for him to get up with the kids and do anything around here that didn't have to do with himself.

Honestly, is it too much to ask of a relationship to be brought breakfast in bed out of the blue or on a special day like mothers day or a birthday? Or come home to find the kids at a sitters and a candle lit dinner? Or how about going out as a family at a time when the kids are happy and energetic, not crabby and nagging and been up 1/2 the day bored waiting to go to do something. Wait... that shit only happens in movies....I forgot. Not in real life.... Or at least not for me... I can't count the number of times I've done that shit for him...

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: QOTSA ~ Little Sister